Hello, First, I want to apologize for my quietness or rather my lack of writing these last few months. There are a few reasons for my absence. One reason is that I became burnt out between all of the responsibilities that I took on at the latter half of last year. Another reason was that …
Dream
I do not dream when I lay my head on my pillow and go to sleep at night. I do not have wonderfully esoteric ideas or hellishly scary frights. I rest my head, rest my eyes, and am awoken to an alarm that always seems to go off just a little to early. I do …
What No One Dare Say
To the dearest, The disunified unity, The Body of Christ, The Bride of Christ, The church. . Forgive what may seem to be pessimistic cynicism, And consider this plight as my humble altruism. . These humble requests, I believe, Will make Christ, Further manifest. . Prior to my conversion and still, I hear cries from …
Motus
Im looking at a creature as it claws at the walls that hold it. I stare and I try to change my perspective but no matter what I do, I do not recognize this being. Completely unidentifiable, running rampant in the cage that I have put it in. I notice as a wave of fear …
Dereliquerat
Hands shaking, Body and soul aching. Watch the muscle strain, Watch every bulging vein. Fist clenched tightly, Anger and grief felt rightly. Pain painted on my heart, Disappointment drowning my soul. Tears stream down my face, Dropping onto shrunken wool. So much hurt, So much fear, Not trusting anyone, Even those willing to hear. Im …
Mutatio
An unbelievably aweful feeling, True faith, True sanctification, Honestly isn't appealing. Losing your friends, Turning from trends, True change offends. I'm trying to change, And for others, This idea is all to strange. Why are we not, Taking our faith seriously? Fighting sin furiously? Abiding the Word rigorously? Proclaiming ever more vigorously? Learning more than …
Consilium
In collaboration with: Jenna Galbraith So we see that because of their unbelief they were not able to enter His rest. Hebrews 3:9 Lately I’ve been learning life is confusing. Life can get difficult. And us as human beings trying to figure out everything only makes things more complicated. We constantly hear, “Pray to God …
Fratres
I doubted you, A mindset of, Trying to just make it through. But you changed my perspective, That night was not just affective. Seeing a repentant collective, Reminded me of our intended objective. If only that was where this story ends, But what happened next, Was a moment that far transcends. For we left that …
Onus
My hands shake, My thoughts fogged. Staring at a blank screen, With no ideas logged. Does the church realize, To much pressure leads to demise. "Create brilliant biblical insight", But the devil and I still daily fight. "Speak into each of our situations", But this crippling pressure causes so many limitations. "Be their spiritual leader", …
Vallis
A heart of sin, Letting the devil win. Speaking to others, Looking them in the eyes, I wonder if they see a man of sin and lies. Sitting in the pews, Hearing the words spoke, Ignoring the fact that I am spiritually broke. Yet I am a leader of, A people I am called to, …
Utsemori 